Chinese
He is engaged to leave me and go secretly unexpectedly the opposite sex closes h
From;    Author:Stand originally
Its happening is a story forever on others body, happening on him body to just know is painful. For be economical, I and an unfamiliar opposite sex leased a building jointly. Later, I fell in love with him, did not think of to let him abandon however... " one each says " sad girl " the aspirations that the reader poured out her. Add up to the old home that leases me to be in for be economical opposite sex Jinan, 3 years ago, I and a boy that know on the road will to Qingdao work. In Qingdao I do not have close friends, can hire a house to live only, in the begining I want to lease a building, but the price is hired too high do not rise. That boy says to look for an individual to close it is cheaper to hire. It is a bit better that I want to seek a female meeting, but the scope that seeks a room so is much less, arriving after Qingdao is to live in hotel, did not find appropriate room all the time. Later, I understand a lot of opposite sexes add up to the phenomenon that hire, without method, I two be forced also such. That boy calls Xiao Fei (alias) , the home is He lustre, bigger than me 6 years old, grow OKly still. Passed a few days, I discover Xiao Fei likes me quite, but I am not cold to him not hot, the age because of him is old too. At ordinary times we often are helped each other, what for instance he lives is take the balcony that, he lets me liberally dry the clothes to the balcony, and I also heat crock water for him sometimes, we became in the course of contacts friend. Often quarrel osculatory time grows after love, also have certain knowledge each other, xiao Fei chases after me actively. I feel although his this individual is not romantic, but without unhealthy addiction, also be the person of a deal with concrete matters relating to work, I was accepted. Perhaps compare my big reason because of Xiao Fei, he is very favorite I. Subsequently, we lived together. Begin us to be together very happy, the cause after arriving at me two salary are not high, end also is compared in his home, and the life is reality, we had contradiction slowly. We often talk about painting and calligraphy of musical instrument chess together before, turned fuel sauce vinegar into tea later, of the life short of money make we often produce conflict. We live not easily originally, his kin often still comes here to live, more make our one disaster after another. Leave them as a result of my home over there too far, xiao Fei's family is afraid of to he does not follow after me, also object us interacting. He was ordered secretly unexpectedly marriage 2004 before the Spring Festival, xiao Fei comes home for a long time to also did not come back, I am gone to a telephone call was made in his home, his family tells me a breathtaking news: Xiao Feigang just was ordered marriage. After I listen, whole person is like by " manage to find time " same, meal of not feel like eating sleeps to be not worn become aware, know to cry only. Why doesn't he say with me, why be opposite I so absolutely affection? I want to look for Xiao Fei to challenge face to face, can be blocked by my Mom. The friend also persuades me, I did not go. That Spring Festival, it is my the saddest, saddest Spring Festival. He leaves me and go after the Spring Festival, I am returned close the building that lease with him before, how is the key that did not think of me also hit do not open the door. Later, I just discover he gives the lock changed. Subsequently, I lived in hotel overnight, the following day Xiao Fei came with respect to the little brother that is bringing him. Although in my heart very afflictive, but still want to redeem that paragraph of feeling, but no matter how I say him iron the heart should part company with me. Alas! Think now, xiao Fei is my first love, at the outset he also was not accomplished to my acceptance, he lets me dare not believe other man again. I think sometimes, xiao Fei had not liked me at the beginning, it is join in the fun on occasion stopped only, I have a kind of feeling that be deceived. Later, the classmate introduced a few boy or girl friends to me, I do not have a feeling. I make myself busy rise hard now, but in in the still of night when, I still can remember him. I do not know to be able to marry later, I also am done not have again to feeling now confidence...

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